I am

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After the very sudden and unexpected death of my grandmother, I haven’t been very happy lately. Today I sat down and thought that if I tried to put it all into words, I might be able to get a handle on some of the things that have been eating at me.

I am…

thankful for my large, rambunctious family that is always within arms reach

thrilled by comments & messages about my blog posts because this is still so new and scary to me

not sleeping well lately, but I know with time,my mind will stop racing and things will return to normal

missing my grandmother so much that I being to cry whenever I drink tea

grateful to my hard working husband for agreeing to be the sole provider for our family so that I can stay home

sometimes embarrassed when people ask me what I do for a living and have to explain that I quit working

completely & undeniably obsessed with my Sheltie, Bailey, because he snuggles all my sorrows away

freaking out watching my daughter grow up so fast – I’m rethinking the whole ‘out of state college’ thing

constantly fighting the urge to bake a chocolate cake and eat the entire thing myself

scared that when Angeline leaves for to visit her cousins, & I’m alone in the house, I will completely break down

grateful and appreciate of my facebook and twitter friends for encouraging me, supporting me & inspiring me

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